YES EXAM IS OVER!!

haha yes this blog does look deserted doesn't it??hehe...
but now exams are over!!!HOORAY!!!!...awesome..let the fun begin...haha..
actually holidays been quite slack, haha hence the blogging..gotta get some of my holiday to do list items done...
been watching alittle bit of Michael Jackson lately (Sis Ng will know this)...all the triller moves, billie jean's moon walks..he truly is a legend...one songs been sticking in my mine lately (yes, another song..), probably not one of his better know ones, but still a classic, slow and romantic song, just the way i like it sometimes..hehe..

"She's Out Of My Life"

[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSJ7qluqUmA

Enjoy....

P.S 我爱你

哈哈。。复活节快乐！！谢谢主你在两千年前在十字架上为我们的罪孽牺牲。。
复活节星期一不知道要做什么。。记得姐为了k 歌比赛一直唱这一首歌。。很好听。。

P.S 我爱你-A lin

我想要成为你的眼

把最美的风景

收进你的心中

我想要成为你的手

好让我 从现在到以後

占有你温柔 一刻不放过

恨不得把明天没收

让你永远不会变动

专注的爱着我

我爱你没有保留

我爱你就到最後

有些人值得等候

有些悲伤值得忍受

我爱你不是冲动

生命尽头反正一场空

只要你记得 我们那么爱过

我要替你收集笑容

怕未来 快乐变得贵重

要是少了我 你有多寂寞

太阳不会放弃天空

哪怕你不再属於我

我会在不同的窗口

给你拥抱

我忘不掉

你第一次吻我

放心。。并不是在emo...是有些是有一点感触。。可是就像姐说的一样。。这首歌不单单是给情侣的歌。。它可以是给父母的歌，给家人的歌。。给朋友的歌。。。

我很少去表达我心里在想什么。。

可是。

父母我真的爱你们。。

家人我真的爱你们。。

姐姐我真的爱你。。

朋友我真的爱你们。。

感谢主你先爱我们。。所以我们可以爱。。

哈哈。。在这一个post多过我一年里会说的“爱”字了。。kakaka....

Irony of University

University is Ironic isn't it...u pay to stay in uni longer that actual working hours...Whats the point??
And the myth about Uni being easy and full of life....only half true...haha...well at least it's half true...kakaka..

爱的可能

哈哈...感性的黄思捷又来emo了．．
在做research做的很无聊...哈哈忽然间想起昨天唱的歌很感人..

爱的可能-叶倩文

你出现我身边像个奇迹发生

没想到会是你让我如此失魂

我心中的感觉是这样陌生

快乐的牵挂在相聚的每一分

曾以为我见过所有爱的可能

这一刻才明了我有多么天真

想给你全世界一刻我都不愿等

想要你的心却怕不能成真

因为你有你的人生我有我的旅程

在前方还有等着你的人

你会哭会笑会爱会伤神

你会不会敲我的门

虽然你对我的认真我也感动万分

你终究不是属于我的人

但记得在你孤单的时候

我会伸出双手我会是你朋友到永久

哈哈爱真得很矛盾...

有时真的真的很想就豁出去什么都不考虑..
有时却被自己的理智捆绑了..想太多....
感性的一面很想哭很天真地问:"为什么??.."
理性的一面却说要冷静要放手...因为她有她的人生我有我的旅程..

感情不容易拿起...也更难放下..看到朋友为了男女之间的关系烦恼。。。让我更肯定我不够成熟。。

黄思捷啊....先把爱情放一边吧...和感性的黄思捷暂时告别。。
给自己三年的时间....去充实自己...了解自己...去让主真真正正的改变自己...
三年后我要可以很有信心地说：
“我准备好了。。”

谢谢您主。。。

Happy 22nd Birthday...

Yes I know I'm getting old...22 years old now..haha...

Wou it's been a year since I was away in Sheffield...haha I still remember not knowing a whole lot of people on my 21st birthday overthere..but thank God that there was still CD, Eric and Khai Chee to celebrate it with me...hahaha...thank heaps guys!!!

and of course back in Aus this year...thank you so much for the ISM bunch who celebrated teck's and my birthday..havent had a celebration for ages!!..haha the durian cake and the awesome song...you guys just made my birthday that much more special...

of course not forgetting those who are away, family and friends, thanks for all your birthday wishes and prayers..it really does mean alot to me...

I just want to thank EVERYONE in my life, you guys add the colour to the empty pages of my life journey..kakaka sounds a little cheesy but it's true!!kakaka..

So what does it mean for me being 22 years old?

firstly of course being physically older by a year..

but ya probably want to really gear up and prepare for the working world which is only a year away now..scary...

and of course I wanna grow deeper into God's words and the understanding of God's plans for my life...

oh a big happy 22nd to my "big" sis SHERYL SZE CHIEN NG!! haha No your not getting away not being reminded that your getting old!!kakaka...but ya Happy Birthday sis!!hoped you had a blast 2!!

11/2/2010....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM and SHERYL!!

The Hill of Difficulty

"This Hill, though high, I covet to ascend,
This Difficulty will not me offend.
For I preceive the Way to Life lies here:
Come pluck up Heart, let's neither faint nor fear;
Better, though difficult, the Right Way to go,
Than Wrong, though easy, where the End is Wo."
John Bunyan - The Pilgrim's Progress

Bored of research

Yeap two days now and I'm still not sure whats wrong with my equipment. If I knew it actually WAS my equipment that is faulty as least I know...but now I'm not sure whether my its the equipment or the specimen!!arr...tried different things and all gives different results which is annoying...I guess thats part of research..

Just when I thought I had a decent run of results going and I'm stalled again...darn...

haha I just had to let it out.....

Persevere SAM!!!...

Hot hot hot day....

arr....Melbourne's literally burning!!!44 degrees!!dun tell me its gonna hit 50 degrees....

persevere Sam!!!kakaka...i know its a bit stupid (mayb cheap and stingy too?) not wanting to get a fan...but ya I guess this is wat u call:"experiencing summer??"..kakaka..

oh and happy bday dad!!!kakaka...i know you probably forgot your birthday ..or intentionally forgetting..but ya let me remind you!! ur 51 YEARS OLD now!getting old lo....

well of course i only remember 21-22 years of you...first few years were more from people rather than wat I recall in my memory....

like you needing to take care of me and shell in the car when mum went for an interview..

like when you brought us up casselden place in the city..

and there are the ones that i do remember:

like me falling into the drain and you carrying a bloody sam over the whole block!!thank God i only got a scare....

like me getting an asthma after running a hard 4 laps (well for a 7 year old thats a lot!!)...

like the dreaded dentist appointments we get each time we get back from Australia...

of course it's not all bad!!..hehe...

like you coming to pick us up after work during primary school..

like the many nasi lemaks you "ta pao"-ed...definitely the best nasi lemak in KL!!kakaka...

Of course the loads and loads more as well....can't fit everything here..but theres one thing..

I'm not sure whether it's just me..but I think you're getting a little bit more "romantic"!!.with the sms to mum and all...it's good!!

And the other thing I can see you changing is how you are putting family first..and be able to have a distinct line between work and family commitments...especially for the last few years...honestly I think I know you so much more now compared to when we were actually still bak in kl...i think we are slowly becoming like buddies ay??kakaka...

I'm really thankful and privilleged to have you as my dad...I'm who I am now because wat u've done in the family...

kakaka this may sound a little bit corny but I LOVE YOU DAD!!!

(p/s: Just get a facebook account already!!so i get start tagging your photos!!kakaka)

2010....The best is yet to come...

哈哈忽然间很想用中文写blog。。太久没用了。。再不用就要全部交回给老师了。。
首先新年快乐！！！2010 年终于到来了。。2009 年一眨眼就不见了。。又要老一岁了。。咳。。kakaka。。不能再是幼小无知的黄思捷。。哈哈。黄思捷。。我的中文名也很久没用了。。如果有人用我中文名叫我我还不一定会回应呢！！
为什么无缘无故用中文呢？？可能是因为最近常常去基恩教会敬拜，看到有些书的华文名字都不知道是什么书。。。听道写笔记的时候很多字也都不会写了。。虽然我的中文书写本来就不好，但还是会觉得一点惭愧。。所以就趁着这个假期学一学。。磨练磨练。。对以后如果要去中国missions 的话有很大的帮助。。加上可以带一些还不认识主的朋友去。。哈哈。。当做是暑假课程吧！！　kakaka..
上个礼拜在基恩听到了这首歌，我特别喜欢和可以联系到。。

恩典够用

停下來 回頭看一看
祂的恩典 一路相伴
閉上眼 用心去感覺
祂的愛 從不曾離開
抬起頭 你將會發現
烏雲背後 還是有藍天
張開手 迎向每一天
祂的恩典 一定夠用

你日子如何 力量也如何
祂應許 永遠不會改變
要相信 不論明天將如何
祂恩典 一定夠用
每一次跌倒 站起來更剛強
每腳步 走得更有力量
要相信 不論明天將如何
祂恩典 一定夠用

尤其是这个时候我真的回头去看一看2009 年的时候，真的看见了主的恩典如何够用。。2009年是信主以来最难走的一年。。年头的时候家人开始去教会了。。那时我真的觉得很兴奋。。真的觉得2009 年会是那一年我的家人会信主。。可是从英国回来了以后。。首先姐姐跟我说她不再去教会了。。家人也用很多借口说没时间去教会。。都让我觉得很心痛。。有一段时间觉得很孤独。。常常问主为什么他们就是看不到??!!那个时候真的很累。。觉得离主很遥远。。开始怀疑。。真的真的想要放弃。。可是感谢主他给我力量。。在感受不到他的时候他给我信心。。在我跌倒的时候他扶我起来。。让我站得跟刚强，走得更有力量。。从这些经验里我学到了如何去有耐心和坚持。。如何把一切人和事都交给主。。

kakaka...2009 年是我几年以来流过最多眼泪的一年。。听着听着这首歌的时候又不知道为何哭了。。“黄思捷啊。。你什么时候变得这么感性？”

可是我要相信不论今天，明天，今年，明年，将如何。主的恩典一定够用。。

vision and sight

first up Merry Christmas to everyone!!
Got to say this year was one of the most exciting Christmas I've had for a while. Although still missed having family around, but those in Melbourne sure made it a memorable one.
Christmas eve with Aunt Suzy and staying over at the Tay's, then morning celebrating Jesus birth with church, and then family lunch with aunt leesen and uncle Gordon, and finally awesome dinner at the Fang's with ISMers...was super tired after....but fullfilling none the less..

Actually last week Ps.Jules..(kakaka sorry had to give you the pastor title) gave a message about vision and sight, and even gave us homework...typical teacher..kakaka...

so here it goes:

Hindsight

What I learnt in 2009?
(Reflect on past experiences)

Hmm..I guess one of the biggest experience was going on exchange to UK. Seems like so long ago now. 5 months there sure taught me a lot of things, teaching me that the world is so much bigger and diverse then i thought. Other than that, it also taught me to think on my feet, to ask, to step out of my comfort zone. I think the one thing i learnt alot is not worry too much. A lot of times whether its just associating with people, when being asked to do something, when facing uncertainties when going travelling, I tend to consider all the consequences, and a little too thoroughly then I needed to,making me scared to do alot of things. In short just not having enough faith in God. So thank God that he allowed me to balance between rationalizing and just willing to step out in faith. Just as someone shared with me:"a challenge is God's invitation for us to move forward..."

And another thing is I want to thank all the people I've met on my journey, CD and everyone, SCCC, u guys just made the exchange experience that much more special....

Insight
What is happening in & around me now and why?
(Reflect on your current stage or events in life)

I guess in alot of ways I feel I'm more mature. That is, being myself in front of people, not being timid and shy, I think i still do sometimes, but hopefully much less already. I can sense that God is continuing to remould me to the man that He wants me to be, through His words, through people, and through the experiences I've faced. I don't think I'm quite there yet, well God you'll let me know when.

Another is realizing how privilleged I am. Having a great family, education, and being able to worship God freely. And at times I still feel discontent, angry, even unsatisfied at times. But this year alot of things and people showed me how minute my disapprovals are when compared to those who have no choice, for those who face medical and family issues but yet stand strong in faith. They give a new definition of what having F.A.I.T.H is all about!!...so ya, there's another thing to work on...

Foresight

What are plans for 2010?
(reflect and base on your hindsights and insights gained)
well for 2010, first of all is to graduate and to find a job. So to graduate means I need to work hard and b focused, and to find a job is to actually go about LOOKING for them, in the short term maybe a part time job if I can cope, but definitely a long term engineering job when I graduate.

More importantly I want to continue to grow and know God more. So that involves having a disiplined quiet time and prayer, reading books, etc etc. Got to set time aside to do those things.
And to continue to do the things that He has laid ahead for me. I'll be taking up leadership roles in ISM and Church youth group, so I want to b fully commited to the things I need to do, to win people for Christ, to be a accountable and a living testimony for God. (kakaka, this involves getting the admin side of things in line first...hehe). And if it is by God's will then I'll b going on Missions next year, God show me where you want me to go.


kakaka, feels like answering essay questions doesn't it? Well it did get me thinking of who I was, am, and things I want to do in the future. God i thank you for everything that has happened in 2009, and grant me the faith to believe in that 2010 will be an even better year!!!!

BYE BYE 2009~~~
BRING ON 2010!!!

Every Little Thing You Do

Every Little Thing You Do

Hello, let me know if you hear me

Hello, if you want to be near

Let me know

And I'll never let you go

Hey love

When you ask what I feel, I say love

When you ask how I know I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do

That makes me fall in love with you

There isn't a way that I can show you

Ever since I've come to know you

It's every little thing you say

That makes me wanna feel this way

There's not a thing that I can point to

'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why

Let's just feel what we feel

'Cause sometimes

It's the secret that keeps it alive

But if you need a reason why

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you

It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this way
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?

Does it really matter why I love you?

Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out

Can't you see why they can't ignore you

If you wanna know

Why I can't let go

Let me explain to you

That every little dream comes true

With every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do

That makes me fall in love with you

It's everything, everything you say

That makes me feel this way...

Randomness...

Was eating at 强记 in Clayton yesterday alone and the waiter uncle asked me whether I'm alone...i said yes and he said:"哈哈。。要交女朋友le...要不然就一个人 lo..."...kakaka I knew he was joking but certainly got me thinking...

"Relationship wise where am I gonna be in 5 years time??still eating alone??"..I think its highly likely....for a further 10 years?20 years even maybe??God knows....besides I can't even feed myself and keep myself above water level...

One thing that God has been teaching me is when I leave these things aside, or rather in His hands, I can focus so much more in Him...and be able to walk in the plans that He has set ahead for me....

Priority in life (for now):
1) God
2) Family
3) Friendship
4)Study
5) Work
6) Relationship

I think relationship comes pretty low amongst other priorities and I'm just emotionally really tired as well...it's surely a roller coaster ride... use to have Sheryl for the pass 21 years as my "permanent" girl friend...and I think I'll continue to stick with family and friends for now..hehe...
"So God What should I do??...just hav faith in You i guess..hehe...

(p/s: who says I don't write about emo stuff on my blog...kakaka)

Prayer for a friend...

Yes I'm bored of studying...I don't mind calculation stuff...but theory stuff and memorizing stuff is just driving me crazy....

Heard this song when I was driving home from BSF last night:

"Prayer For A Friend"-Casting Crown
Lord, I lift my friend to You,
I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You
Complicated circumstances have clouded his view
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
I fear that I won't have the words that he needs to hear
I pray for Your wisdom, oh God,
and a heart that's sincere
Lord, I lift my friend up to You.
Lord, I lift my friend to You
My best friend in the world,
I know he means much more to You
I want so much to help him, but this is something he has to do
And Lord, I lift my friend up to You
'cause there's a way that seems so right to him
But You know where that leads
He's becoming a puppet of the world, too blind to see the strings
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
My friend up to YouLord, I lift my friend to You, I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You...

Reminded me of a lot of people in my life:

New friends in Uni...Older friends..."Bachelor" gang!!! I think I'm the only bachelor left..kakaka...

Even older friends....6M-ers!!!

Family...

Extended Family..

Even more Extended Family!!

Lord I lift my family and friends onto you...

At the cross...

This song just means so much to me:

At the cross

Oh lord you've searched me,
You know my way, Even when I fail you,
I know you love me...

Your holy presence surrounding me,
In every season,
I know you love me...

At the cross I bow my knee,
Where your blood was she'd for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now...

You go before me
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me,
I know you love me...

You tore the veil,
You made a way
When you said that 'it is done'

And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes, And you stand before me
I know you love me, I know you love me...

"Oh Lord you search me...even when I fail you, I know you love me"...

Psalms 139:1- O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.

Lord how You so faithfully searched me in the wilderness...when I was searching for a reason...You gave me reason to live for..and despite all my failure, all my iniquity, I know you still love me...

"At the cross..where your blood was shed for me..thers no greater love than this.."

Matthew 27:46-Jesus cried out in the loud voice,"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

Romans 5:8-But God demonstrated his own love for us in this:While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Oh Lord how can we imagine how painful it was to be separated for God your own father? I can't even imagine how much grief i will hav if I was separated by my parents....it must have been tormenting to be torn apart and drawn apart from God because of the punishment of sin we deserve, but not You....

"You have overcome the grave, Your glory fills the highest place, what can separated me now?"

Romans 6:10-The death he died, he died to sin once for all, but the life he lives, he lives in God

Romans 8:39-neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

If Jesus didn't rise from the grave...then how would us have been forgiven for our self-righteousness?? Yes Lord our flesh still desires to do the wrong thing, but God we have the hope that you died for our sins once and for all..and the life we live...we want to live a life like You, righteous and living in the light of our God.

"You tore the veil, you made a way, when You said that 'it is done'.."

John 19:30-Jesus said"It is finished."With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit

Matthew 27:51-At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom

Literally, the curtain covering the place into the Holy of Holies where only those whose sin has been temporarily atoned for through sacrifices can enter, was reaped in two, so that everyone can experience the presence of God.

God longed for that relationship with us, He didn't want us to present to Him artificial offerings or have Him so high up that no one can reach...but He wants to be in our midst, be our best friend, someone we can rely on 24/7....To be able to rejoice with one another during good times, and persevere together during bad times...thats the intimate relationship He longs for...and thank you Lord for making that way for us to have that relationship with You...

Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord"

I know God is constantly waving that gift in front of my family, my friends, everyone. A gift that cost us nothing, but cost Him everything....and God I know it is Your desire that none shall perish and all shall have eternal life...so I trust in your timing God...

I trust in You......and I know You love me...

Sis I love you...

Suddenly have the urge to talk about my sis,

Personal Profile:

Name: Sheryl Sze Chien Ng

Age: 21

Gender: Female

Height: 168 cm (or 170 cm as she claims)

Weight: ... (shell's gonna kill me if I reveal this)

ya Sheryl's been my closers buddy, didn't really regard her as a whole up there, full of respect sister, maybe because she's only 15 minutes older!!!hehe...but ya she's been more like a friend to me...and of course been my permanent "girlfriend" as well...kakaka...

Just some memories since we came to Australia together:

In 2004 December, we started as young and naive year 11 students venturing in to an unknown country and school, Blaxland.

2006 Year 12 Formal - I look horrible..kakaka..

2007, started the next phase of our life...UNI!!!and for the 1st time in 19 years we are living separately....

Road Trip down to Melbourne..a new Uni life..

Piggyback...when did I out grow you??hehe..

Merdeka day...

07/10/2007, Sheryl gave her life yo the Lord, exactly three months after me!!hooray...

2008 was one of the closest year we had relationship wise, sorta missed having her around (éspecially to clean up my room..hehe..) in first year, so getting to see Shell every weekend at church was great and bonded us closer together.
In 2009 we both decided to go on exchange for half a year, shell to Bologna in Italy and me to Sheffield UK.

Family Photo session before we went off for an awesome exchange experience

This exchange experience was the furthest we've been away from one another, both in a foreign land, maybe it did start a change in our relationship, where we're stop being reliant on each other.

2.5 months, the longest we've been apart until April in Amsterdam

Sam?Sheryl?Sameryl??!!

Nonetheless, we had awesome bro and sis trips around europe:Amsterdam, Brussels, Scotland, Ireland and UK, and yes we had arguments along the way, but it reminded us of the bond we share with one another...

Edinburgh Scotland

Many things has changed since we've been back to Australia,

New people, hard times, at times I feel that we're going our separate ways, which is inevitable i guess, we'll eventually have new people in our lives..

But..

No matter what happens, you'll always be my one and only Sis, one who knows all of me, and one who I can totally be myself...I love you sis....now and forever...although sometimes I can be harsh with my words, but forgive me...I'm just fustrated at times..

Love you always sis!!

I broke up with facebook...

yeah I'm finally off facebook....until the end of exams anyway...so I'll probably spent more time on this blog...(to distract me from work...kakaka)...

BRING ON THE EXAMS>>..well i actually have three assignments to tackle before that 1st....

Get disciplined!!

Have been wasting my life and time away on facebook again...especially today...set out to do work for two hours work...ended up only being half an hour...darn....buckle up sam!!!

I think I'm gonna stop going on facebook for a month until exams over....

ah stressing assignments and exams are coming...
God pls help me!!

its mid semester holidays!!!

yeah finally its the mid sem break for Monash....so not fair...we only have a week and its only a couple of weeks from exams...oh well...."SAM STOP COMPLAINING AND DEAL WITH IT!!"

Been hit by a sudden interest in AFL(Australian Rules football)...and good on ya the cats GEELONG~~!!!!winning the grand final!!! surely ur the greatest team of all...

AFL Premiers 2009!!!

On a spiritual side of things, its been a little bit of a yoyo since I've been back to Melbourne. I just feel like at times I lost the passion for God and others and instead have more questions and even more unanswered questions....

but God has been faithful and constant....many times when I felt like just throwing in the tower and remain status quo...God has been there and strengthen me....the many verses of encouragement...Romans 5:3-5 and Hebrews 10&12 just to name a few...and of course all the wonderful people around me who has been a great encouragement to me...

At the same time when I'm knowing more about God's word, I start to realize how many unanswered questions I have, 'but I'm starting to realize that:yes, you'll always have questions, doubts, some that can't be answered by anyone on this earth even, but what matters the most is...

God You made a way for us, You let your only Son die on that cross for our sins...and God You love us...

I KNOW this is true. and Thank you Lord...I trust in You for everything and everyone....

Where's the photos from Euro trip??

haha....bored in Uni..waiting for Bible study later...left my USB at home...just great..gotta wait until i get home b4 i can do anything..
anywayz...
if any of you are wondering wher all the family Euro trip photos are...they're on facebook...havent been updating them since I'm trying to b disiplined to not go on it until the holidays...

just a random post....will have something more when i feel like it or when i'm bored again...

by the way everyone at Sheffield....missing you guys heaps!!!keep in touch ya...and for those starting uni again...hav fun and all the best!!

God bless..

Back in Melbourne...

yes I'm bak in melbourne!!!Amazing isn't it??

a blink of an eye I'm bak in Australia from UK....its definitely a small world!!!

ya since I've been bak peoples been asking me:

"how its like on exchange??", "how was it??"..

honestly...i think I havent really came up wif a really good answer yet other then saying:"ya it was good.."....probably should come up wif something better ay..

anywayz...

being bak in melbourne is surely comforting and welcoming...gotta admit I do feel a little depressed tat everythings ended...the people and friends i made...the places i went to...ya need time to get used 2 routine again i guess..

it does feel weird being bak home in melbourne again as well...things are like they were when I left yet I feel unfamiliar with things....a little bit like going back to school writing after a long summer vacation...you just need time to get the feeling and rhythm..at least for me anyway...

but its definitely good to be back...
And really thank God for keeping us safe during our time on exchange and bringing us home safe..

Thats it for now....don't worry the Euro Family trip post will come...hehe..