YES EXAM IS OVER!!

haha yes this blog does look deserted doesn't it??hehe...
but now exams are over!!!HOORAY!!!!...awesome..let the fun begin...haha..
actually holidays been quite slack, haha hence the blogging..gotta get some of my holiday to do list items done...
been watching alittle bit of Michael Jackson lately (Sis Ng will know this)...all the triller moves, billie jean's moon walks..he truly is a legend...one songs been sticking in my mine lately (yes, another song..), probably not one of his better know ones, but still a classic, slow and romantic song, just the way i like it sometimes..hehe..

"She's Out Of My Life"

[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSJ7qluqUmA

Enjoy....

P.S 我爱你

哈哈。。复活节快乐！！谢谢主你在两千年前在十字架上为我们的罪孽牺牲。。
复活节星期一不知道要做什么。。记得姐为了k 歌比赛一直唱这一首歌。。很好听。。

P.S 我爱你-A lin

我想要成为你的眼

把最美的风景

收进你的心中

我想要成为你的手

好让我 从现在到以後

占有你温柔 一刻不放过

恨不得把明天没收

让你永远不会变动

专注的爱着我

我爱你没有保留

我爱你就到最後

有些人值得等候

有些悲伤值得忍受

我爱你不是冲动

生命尽头反正一场空

只要你记得 我们那么爱过

我要替你收集笑容

怕未来 快乐变得贵重

要是少了我 你有多寂寞

太阳不会放弃天空

哪怕你不再属於我

我会在不同的窗口

给你拥抱

我忘不掉

你第一次吻我

放心。。并不是在emo...是有些是有一点感触。。可是就像姐说的一样。。这首歌不单单是给情侣的歌。。它可以是给父母的歌，给家人的歌。。给朋友的歌。。。

我很少去表达我心里在想什么。。

可是。

父母我真的爱你们。。

家人我真的爱你们。。

姐姐我真的爱你。。

朋友我真的爱你们。。

感谢主你先爱我们。。所以我们可以爱。。

哈哈。。在这一个post多过我一年里会说的“爱”字了。。kakaka....

Irony of University

University is Ironic isn't it...u pay to stay in uni longer that actual working hours...Whats the point??
And the myth about Uni being easy and full of life....only half true...haha...well at least it's half true...kakaka..

爱的可能

哈哈...感性的黄思捷又来emo了．．
在做research做的很无聊...哈哈忽然间想起昨天唱的歌很感人..

爱的可能-叶倩文

你出现我身边像个奇迹发生

没想到会是你让我如此失魂

我心中的感觉是这样陌生

快乐的牵挂在相聚的每一分

曾以为我见过所有爱的可能

这一刻才明了我有多么天真

想给你全世界一刻我都不愿等

想要你的心却怕不能成真

因为你有你的人生我有我的旅程

在前方还有等着你的人

你会哭会笑会爱会伤神

你会不会敲我的门

虽然你对我的认真我也感动万分

你终究不是属于我的人

但记得在你孤单的时候

我会伸出双手我会是你朋友到永久

哈哈爱真得很矛盾...

有时真的真的很想就豁出去什么都不考虑..
有时却被自己的理智捆绑了..想太多....
感性的一面很想哭很天真地问:"为什么??.."
理性的一面却说要冷静要放手...因为她有她的人生我有我的旅程..

感情不容易拿起...也更难放下..看到朋友为了男女之间的关系烦恼。。。让我更肯定我不够成熟。。

黄思捷啊....先把爱情放一边吧...和感性的黄思捷暂时告别。。
给自己三年的时间....去充实自己...了解自己...去让主真真正正的改变自己...
三年后我要可以很有信心地说：
“我准备好了。。”

谢谢您主。。。

Happy 22nd Birthday...

Yes I know I'm getting old...22 years old now..haha...

Wou it's been a year since I was away in Sheffield...haha I still remember not knowing a whole lot of people on my 21st birthday overthere..but thank God that there was still CD, Eric and Khai Chee to celebrate it with me...hahaha...thank heaps guys!!!

and of course back in Aus this year...thank you so much for the ISM bunch who celebrated teck's and my birthday..havent had a celebration for ages!!..haha the durian cake and the awesome song...you guys just made my birthday that much more special...

of course not forgetting those who are away, family and friends, thanks for all your birthday wishes and prayers..it really does mean alot to me...

I just want to thank EVERYONE in my life, you guys add the colour to the empty pages of my life journey..kakaka sounds a little cheesy but it's true!!kakaka..

So what does it mean for me being 22 years old?

firstly of course being physically older by a year..

but ya probably want to really gear up and prepare for the working world which is only a year away now..scary...

and of course I wanna grow deeper into God's words and the understanding of God's plans for my life...

oh a big happy 22nd to my "big" sis SHERYL SZE CHIEN NG!! haha No your not getting away not being reminded that your getting old!!kakaka...but ya Happy Birthday sis!!hoped you had a blast 2!!

11/2/2010....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM and SHERYL!!

The Hill of Difficulty

"This Hill, though high, I covet to ascend,
This Difficulty will not me offend.
For I preceive the Way to Life lies here:
Come pluck up Heart, let's neither faint nor fear;
Better, though difficult, the Right Way to go,
Than Wrong, though easy, where the End is Wo."
John Bunyan - The Pilgrim's Progress

Bored of research

Yeap two days now and I'm still not sure whats wrong with my equipment. If I knew it actually WAS my equipment that is faulty as least I know...but now I'm not sure whether my its the equipment or the specimen!!arr...tried different things and all gives different results which is annoying...I guess thats part of research..

Just when I thought I had a decent run of results going and I'm stalled again...darn...

haha I just had to let it out.....

Persevere SAM!!!...

Hot hot hot day....

arr....Melbourne's literally burning!!!44 degrees!!dun tell me its gonna hit 50 degrees....

persevere Sam!!!kakaka...i know its a bit stupid (mayb cheap and stingy too?) not wanting to get a fan...but ya I guess this is wat u call:"experiencing summer??"..kakaka..

oh and happy bday dad!!!kakaka...i know you probably forgot your birthday ..or intentionally forgetting..but ya let me remind you!! ur 51 YEARS OLD now!getting old lo....

well of course i only remember 21-22 years of you...first few years were more from people rather than wat I recall in my memory....

like you needing to take care of me and shell in the car when mum went for an interview..

like when you brought us up casselden place in the city..

and there are the ones that i do remember:

like me falling into the drain and you carrying a bloody sam over the whole block!!thank God i only got a scare....

like me getting an asthma after running a hard 4 laps (well for a 7 year old thats a lot!!)...

like the dreaded dentist appointments we get each time we get back from Australia...

of course it's not all bad!!..hehe...

like you coming to pick us up after work during primary school..

like the many nasi lemaks you "ta pao"-ed...definitely the best nasi lemak in KL!!kakaka...

Of course the loads and loads more as well....can't fit everything here..but theres one thing..

I'm not sure whether it's just me..but I think you're getting a little bit more "romantic"!!.with the sms to mum and all...it's good!!

And the other thing I can see you changing is how you are putting family first..and be able to have a distinct line between work and family commitments...especially for the last few years...honestly I think I know you so much more now compared to when we were actually still bak in kl...i think we are slowly becoming like buddies ay??kakaka...

I'm really thankful and privilleged to have you as my dad...I'm who I am now because wat u've done in the family...

kakaka this may sound a little bit corny but I LOVE YOU DAD!!!

(p/s: Just get a facebook account already!!so i get start tagging your photos!!kakaka)

2010....The best is yet to come...

哈哈忽然间很想用中文写blog。。太久没用了。。再不用就要全部交回给老师了。。
首先新年快乐！！！2010 年终于到来了。。2009 年一眨眼就不见了。。又要老一岁了。。咳。。kakaka。。不能再是幼小无知的黄思捷。。哈哈。黄思捷。。我的中文名也很久没用了。。如果有人用我中文名叫我我还不一定会回应呢！！
为什么无缘无故用中文呢？？可能是因为最近常常去基恩教会敬拜，看到有些书的华文名字都不知道是什么书。。。听道写笔记的时候很多字也都不会写了。。虽然我的中文书写本来就不好，但还是会觉得一点惭愧。。所以就趁着这个假期学一学。。磨练磨练。。对以后如果要去中国missions 的话有很大的帮助。。加上可以带一些还不认识主的朋友去。。哈哈。。当做是暑假课程吧！！　kakaka..
上个礼拜在基恩听到了这首歌，我特别喜欢和可以联系到。。

恩典够用

停下來 回頭看一看
祂的恩典 一路相伴
閉上眼 用心去感覺
祂的愛 從不曾離開
抬起頭 你將會發現
烏雲背後 還是有藍天
張開手 迎向每一天
祂的恩典 一定夠用

你日子如何 力量也如何
祂應許 永遠不會改變
要相信 不論明天將如何
祂恩典 一定夠用
每一次跌倒 站起來更剛強
每腳步 走得更有力量
要相信 不論明天將如何
祂恩典 一定夠用

尤其是这个时候我真的回头去看一看2009 年的时候，真的看见了主的恩典如何够用。。2009年是信主以来最难走的一年。。年头的时候家人开始去教会了。。那时我真的觉得很兴奋。。真的觉得2009 年会是那一年我的家人会信主。。可是从英国回来了以后。。首先姐姐跟我说她不再去教会了。。家人也用很多借口说没时间去教会。。都让我觉得很心痛。。有一段时间觉得很孤独。。常常问主为什么他们就是看不到??!!那个时候真的很累。。觉得离主很遥远。。开始怀疑。。真的真的想要放弃。。可是感谢主他给我力量。。在感受不到他的时候他给我信心。。在我跌倒的时候他扶我起来。。让我站得跟刚强，走得更有力量。。从这些经验里我学到了如何去有耐心和坚持。。如何把一切人和事都交给主。。

kakaka...2009 年是我几年以来流过最多眼泪的一年。。听着听着这首歌的时候又不知道为何哭了。。“黄思捷啊。。你什么时候变得这么感性？”

可是我要相信不论今天，明天，今年，明年，将如何。主的恩典一定够用。。