Randomness...

Was eating at 强记 in Clayton yesterday alone and the waiter uncle asked me whether I'm alone...i said yes and he said:"哈哈。。要交女朋友le...要不然就一个人 lo..."...kakaka I knew he was joking but certainly got me thinking...

"Relationship wise where am I gonna be in 5 years time??still eating alone??"..I think its highly likely....for a further 10 years?20 years even maybe??God knows....besides I can't even feed myself and keep myself above water level...

One thing that God has been teaching me is when I leave these things aside, or rather in His hands, I can focus so much more in Him...and be able to walk in the plans that He has set ahead for me....

Priority in life (for now):
1) God
2) Family
3) Friendship
4)Study
5) Work
6) Relationship

I think relationship comes pretty low amongst other priorities and I'm just emotionally really tired as well...it's surely a roller coaster ride... use to have Sheryl for the pass 21 years as my "permanent" girl friend...and I think I'll continue to stick with family and friends for now..hehe...
"So God What should I do??...just hav faith in You i guess..hehe...

(p/s: who says I don't write about emo stuff on my blog...kakaka)